Big Apology for missing last weeks FPF, My heart was just not into it and I couldn't get myself away from what was going on in my real world. My 10 year old boxer boy Chad became very ill and after 5 days of ups and downs it was time to face the truth. He was not going to bounce back from what ever had a hold on him. After loosing Slim (my horse) this winter this was a real blow not Chad too, but he was suffering and as hard as the decisions was I knew what needed to be done. So Sunday my daughter, hubby and I took Chad to the Vet for that last visit. We stayed and held him and while he went to sleep said our final goodbyes.
Coming home without him was heartbreaking but not as difficult as trying to comfort his companion Dakota (our 9 year old female boxer) who hasn't stopped looking for her best friend. I wanted Chad to pass at home surrounded by all his fur buddies I think this might have helped those left behind make sense of his passing, however it just wasn't right to make his suffer any longer. He will be coming home in a few days we had him cremated so we can bury him at home with all the other critters we have laid to rest.
I'm still in the achy heart mode so another apology for not putting forth the best offerings, I'm sure with the passing days things will settle down and I'll find more energy to get back to my normal routine. Thanks for stopping by Until next time take care and give your fur babies a hug Deborah 
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I am so sorry to hear about your precious dog. But let me give you something precious and wonderful to keep your heart. I know what I know that I know that you will see your critters when you get to heaven. I have a bunch of them waiting for me, too. God in His infinite goodness and mercy and love has provided that. A few years ago I had a powerful vision during praise and worship at church. I saw our beloved bloodhound Burgess walk up to a man who was seated in a huge auditorium and put his head on the man's lap. The man said, "Well, hello, Burgess." Wow. When our shepherd-rottweiler mix Archie died, I had another vision. I saw Archie dancing around the feet of Jesus. Jesus spoke these words:"Mary Ann, you should see him running up here." Sorrow now, yes. Glory and joy soon. The Lord has provided a perfect place for us. He made it even more so by including our pets. I'd say that's worth a few billion HALLELUJAHS! 8-)
I am so sorry about your dog. We love our pets so much and miss them so when they are gone.
We never have the right words at times like this. I don't think there are any.It is always such a deep loss when a furry friend has to leave us, so many have been through having to say goodbye.
Just know we feel your heartache and loss and hope you can find comfort in knowing you were loved and your love for your sweet dog will travel over the Rainbow Bridge with him.
Lov & Hugs
I am so sorry to hear of the loss of your beloved boxer. It is so very hard to let one of our pets go. My heart goes out to you.
Hugs Jackie
Hi Deborah, I am so sorry to hear about your wonderful dog, it is so hard. Our dog is getting up there in age and I worry about this day too! They are such an important part of our families. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Hugs, Terri
So sorry to hear about your boxer. We have a boxer as well and they are the best dogs! We just lost our english bulldog almost a year ago, and we also had him cremated. He now sits in a specially made box for him, sitting in our living room entertainment center. Hope you get to feeling better soon. I understand that feeling for sure. xx
I'm sorry for your loss Deborah. I lost my fur baby in December... he was my shadow and MY best friend (besides hubby of course! lol).
Take it easy
Lotus
I am sorry you had to lose some of your pets in the last year. It is heartbreaking. Will keep you in my thoughts.
Deborah -
I totally understand your heartache and frame of mind at this sad time. How very brave of you to make the right decision to send Chad home before you. I know it was a very difficult one to make, having gone through it myself. Please know that I will keep all of you in my thoughts. May your happy memories help you through this sad time.
Elaine Allen
Am so sorry to hear your news. Sending you love and hugs. Annette x
Deborah, I am so sorry about your sweet Chad and your horse too. If only animals could live as long as we do! I had to put down my sweet kitty Fluffy this week. It is sad, but a relief to know she is no longer suffering. I, too was there with her at the end holding and talking to her, and it makes me feel so much better than in the past (when I was so emotional that I just left them with the Vet to do it.) I spent a few weeks saying goodbye to her and pouring out my love for her. I think it is what kept her going. Blessings to you and your family. Hugs,
Sherry
no apologies need!!!!
my heart goes out to you!!
when my beloved Otis died..his brother looked for him for days.
i hope that all of your wonderful memories bring you some comfort at this very sad time.
love and hugs,
Ann
Oh my...I know no one thinks you should apologize. I am so sorry for your losses. We who have lost our beloved babies know your pain. God bless you, dear one. He blessed you already, didn't he, for you were loved by these beautiful souls.
Sending healing hugs your way.
I understand completely your feeling of loss having been there myself with our two Min Pins, Oscar & Olivia.
Love Lucy from Oz.
Thanks for the free art images. I am sorry about your dog, I have recently lost my dog of 15 years I still miss him.
The Rainbow Bridge is indeed a trail of tears for those of us left behind. My heart to your heart...and if there is a heaven, I know that all our wonderful fur kids are there.
My heart aches for you Deborah and your family. Hoping with time you will feel comfort in your memories and cherish the good times.
Big Hugs,
DebbieK
I'm so sorry about Chad. I've experienced the loss of two of my beloved brother cats in the last few months. I know how heart wrenching it is.
Gentle hugs to you.
Deb M
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